I just suppose to forget u



but i think i cant

cause i care






i care anything about your true thinking






i just keep going





waiting the miricles happend on me







having my life





with you





i swear i wait for it





i swear

如果你选择让我重来....我会离开....

其实你说....
我为什么会记得....
其实.....
是我不曾忘记过....
我一直很自私的....
把我心里最深层的感觉....
隐藏了起来.....
我一直说不出口....
我真的在乎.....
从来没有一次勇敢地面对....
因为我....
懦弱....
也许吧.....
也许时间重来....
你们还是在一起...
而我也不会和你有交集...
也不会陷入这个谷里.....
有时很羡慕....
为什总是那么多人care你.....
可是有时却很矛盾....
为什么要有那么多人care你.....



也许....
当初我不该相信....
我可以应付一切......
结果我最应付不到的.....
竟然还是你....
你可以从我的世界搬走吗.....
在乎却伪装不在乎....
难道真的是尽头了吗.....
难道永远都要埋藏心里的那句....
其实我....
in nuah ix ow .....
就这么简单...
却没有勇气说出口....



有时在想....
说出口了.....
其实有差吗....


有时觉得自己很傻....
永远都x上不该x的人....
笨到够够力....


也许吧....
也许我现在应该做的是....
珍惜目前所拥有的.....



虽然我的nauh ix
还是有口难开=]



如果让我选择
时间重来....
我会选择离开....
离得远远的....

游街~

今天又和那班冬瓜滚去看戏~
其实我十点半就到了=)
不过也好
不用排队那么久


讨论了很久
决定看“全城热恋热辣辣”
还不错看
只是结局有点砸到


买票之后
投票决定去BBQ Plaza （其实是被某人强逼的=）
不过还不错吃
啃了两碗饭
因为没有人要吃 =(
再次申明我不是服务员
从小到大只有人赞我又老板样
还是第一次被这班冬瓜说我像服务员
柔终于肯叫冷绿茶啦
小美的绿茶也因此得救 >)



然后就滚去买popcorn
结果那么小美吵要水又不要popcorn
其实我早料到她会吃我的popcorn的啦
waiyeh
哈哈=）



在戏里
它说了一句话
等了一百天
为什么不站下去
因为
我不够资格


听到这句话
的确满令人感伤的
因为自己的身份
不能和她在一起
可是


心理却还是希望她幸福



其实
谁不希望可以总成眷属列
可是
凭着一副脸
足够证明不够资格 =）



可是最近发现某人原来对某人好像很有意思
哈哈=）
不过
他可以不要将厚没有
你可以不要将配合他没有


希望一切只是你的配合

because....


i know you didn't meant it.....


and i always hope so.......




其实

有“他”在
你会幸福吗？

我想


应该会吧





加油






yes....i just meant it =>

毛毛篇 X(

班上契约.....
我那么大个学生第一次签班契.....
我非常认真地对待这份契约.....
因为我承诺那个恶心的‘小虎女’==
self control 真的是很好的字眼.....
这份契约....
说明功课不能迟交也不能抄....
上课即使不想听课也不能说话.....
做好学生本分，维持好班上的班风.....
好多好多我从来不敢承诺的东西.....
我承诺了....
这也可能是制止我自己唯一的办法....
我承诺了....
一定做到.....
因为....
我知道昨天那种不理智的行为...
是错误的.....
我自修节没有充分利用.....
是我的过失....
还要不停的讲笑话.....
也是我的错.....
这些东西....
只要有了Self Control不就解决了吗？
我坚持相信....
目前为止这个字眼时对我最有利的方法.....
我明白的 X)


毛毛:
我并没有想要令你对我的印象毁灭....
或是我已经没有好学生的形象....
我试问自己....
对同学绝对是将心比心....
可是同学们有做到吗？
找别人的事情向大众开玩笑是将心比心的行为？
我只能说我不了解将心比心是否可以维持同学之间的关系.....
可是用心交朋友....
不是应该的吗....
为什么我换来的却是一群无赖的笑声....
难道这么做就是将心比心对待朋友的方法吗....
我在这一班找到的....
有真心的朋友....
更有利用别人真心的朋友....
我不知道如何对待这一个同学爱的课题....
更不懂得是否一定要和班上同学打成一片....
我真的不懂....
其实被笑大家觉得很开心....
可是他们也没有理会我的感受.....
难道这有时所谓大家眼中的好同学?!
我也承诺了....
我就会遵守班契及尊重老师....
可是....
我的底线就和风纪一样...
当我不能忍受的时候....
我就会疯....
可是我能做到的程度是不理会他们的“同学爱”
就diam diam的....
上课.....
某些事情不应该传到老师耳中的...
却被同学当作口哨一样到处吹....
我也不想的....
所以....
我尽量遵守班契.....
直到口哨吹到太响为止....

谢谢老师 .....

Damn Nooob

Can you all just close the topics pls.....
It too sienz d....


Damn Noob...
I don't care....
Wasted RM 1....
Damn Damn Noob.....

4S. Xin X)

I love my classmates....
but...
they always hap me geh ==....
Sob....
dont know what are they thinking .....
haiz ....X(.....
The noob Zhi yu X)...
go die la.....simply say X)...
Waiyeh ==.....
So cham now .....
lol.....

Not Fair X(

开学了一个礼拜....
从未有过的学习心态....
竟然在高一出现了....
可能是毛毛的关系 X)
Stressful ~
所以执委会上我说早读课有早读不是瞎掰的 X)
以前....
对学长团参生一种很厌倦的感觉....
但是执委会+ 新生营 对我的影响=转捩点....
对团的小火慢慢参生....
把事情摊开来说....
是舒服的....
而且Ah Leong 的处事方式....
相信大家都有对他有信心....
hahax....
死Lilian X)
整天在那边笑....
其实都不懂她在笑么.....
白痴 X)
死xx
可以不要一时一样吗...
猜不透你....
也很辛苦.....
一时不屑....
一时sot sot....
不懂....
搞不懂....
老实说.....
挂了电话我真的很想哭....
真的不知道....
错在哪里....
无辜 =.=
随便拉.....
沁吟说的....
习惯就好....
虽然沁吟最近也是不鸟我....
这也是我搞不懂...
有错在哪里....
随便啦....
可能....
自己做的不够好吧....
达不到大家想要的大家.....
甚至Ah Boo....
我也觉得好。距离....
不懂....
感觉我都不在状况内....
只剩Ah Woon ~ (Moon X） .....
唯一让我觉得我的人生还有希望的ah Woon!!!
不过相信她对谁都不分彼此的吧 X）
是我自己的问题....
搞到大家想不屑的鸟我....
对不起。大家.....
真的....
对不起 X0 .....
你也是....
我说....
对不起....
应该是你想要的吧.....
对不起.....


p/s:谢谢Ah Woon X)

Long time no C X) so....B lo ~ lolx

Hey hey hey ~
today is the second last day of reopen school...
so hope the time can return to November 09...
i wan holiday gain...
lolx....
Too soft la this holiday....
No marching....
No working.....
No homeworking....
What also no need to do ....
Shock -nya.....
Haha.....
Now going to my holiday notes...
Gin Zao Gin zao....(ah moon lai liao ==)


30.12.09 - 31.12.09

ok, fine....
1 He.....SHOCK NYA .....
Yer ~ XY go Floor 2....lol....
cannot play jor ==....
but ah boo at oposite oni....
shock also X)
ok back to my class....
1st mission...
1300-88-2525....
Delivery Breakfast to my teacher ==
so busy the 1st morning...
We need to do 3 things in 15 minits....
so RUSH...
Xiao....
Ok....
done 1st mission....
go to my class....He....
All cute xiah....
ehh...
i mean some lah =.= ....
the teacher come in....
wow...
so pro....
her style her speaking...
all so pro....XD
the students keep cold ING....
none of ppl were talking .....
Its normal Lo....
then start to help teacher do this do that...
wow....so many drops of 'han'(==)
then .....we having lunch...
nice one...X)
so many foods in a tupperware....
haha....
the time gone very faST....
3:15 jor....
teacher said all wad they gonna to do tomorow in 3 minits...
Yeng....
ok.....
1st day mission completed....

Deng Deng Deng Deng !!!!!!!!
BATH~~~
i am the 1st go to toilet and started bathing...
lolx...
no ppl come here becoz....
but later ah boo and Gu x2 yang coming...
and Zhi guang X) plus Wei Khang....
Lol...
We keep singing the songs of the presentation in the Hall justnow X0....
then...
we discuss tomorow what we gonna to do....
In the night...
We play alot of games....
got nice d...
got sienz d...
got High d....
lol....what also got X)
suddenly a game came....
帅哥美女看过来 ！！！看几位啊???（yu yang and the fu dao saying )
and i suddenly reply...
看！几卫啊！！！
all keep laughing ...
lol....
and we play Touch and Go + Smart Tag....
No play dao lok card.....sob....XD
then we play true or dare ....(lilian dont sad u didt came XD)
so many secrets....
pa Pa......
ah boo go sleep with albert + 告白to 王福耀....
many shock d action...lolx....
Go to Sleep zzzzzz

2nd day...
all students gonna insane...
so noisy....
becoz of the boys...
all bad guyz X(....
aikz...
Shen Yang deng bu shun !!!
scolded....
All diam diam...
but still naughty also....
aikz...
cant heal the guys....
we saw a cute + leng zai boy...
Shen Yan called me go to noe his name for Prefect board...
and took jor Hp nom....
He say he wanna to come Our P.B...
Shen yan happy dao boom X)
haha...
Last...
Bo Eng and Yuan Si gonna leave...
sob....
but we will remeber them forever...
especially Bo Eng...
my Zong wu chu leader...
Even she always giv many hard mission to me..
but we always done it Piao Piao Liang Liang...
she Sek us also...
Bo eng....Miss u d...
aikz...
Buai Buai....
Zong Wu Chu Attention！！！！
Say goodbye to Bo eng...
GOOD BYE X)
(gagi gong gagi soong) lolx XD


ok......
two day one night d mission....
CONGRATS!!!
WE WERE COMPLETED !!!!
Muahahahaha.....
Lets go....


1.1.10....
Qin yin + Wei Khang + HL + Mei Xin + Rou + Me all go to TS SHopping...
lolx....
SHOCK Nya...
bought many things...
i love my Bodyglove bag...
NIce X)
we ate nice ice-cream and BBQ plaza....
Even they said i am a waiter X(....
sob...
so regrets i wore that noob shirt...
No image jor ==...
but waiter oso not bad wad...
so man X) and hardworking style X)
Xiao E....
but this day...
we just do two thing....
one is eat...
one is shop...
Means all also Used money...
haha...
Nice day....
Hope we can together another time ...
coz our class all seperate to far far d...
left rou and mei xin near with me oni.....
Boo moon Ubi Wei Khag all Go far far d...
Sob...
XY ~ ZHi Guang ~ Jin Hao All go far far far far far d....(gong yi lou)...
Miss you guys....
i will go find you all d...
SOB....
ok...
so long d post...
haha...
Lilian.....Dont sad u didnt came XIng Sheng Ying...haha...
Ah Boo....Dont care gain abt ur class....coz really not bad jor...
XY....Go so far for wad...aikz....i will go find u when i sien u sien d shi hou X)...
Jin hao...you oso ...go so far for wad....waiyeh...

So lonely...all fren seperate to far far...
I want you all back XD....
Even our distance is far far...
but we must always gather for lunch or tea time...whatever...
My buddies...
Gayao in this year....

Go!!!!!!!!